If I were to...

If I were to lighten,
I should have lightened up a child’s face,
He is to loss his dying mother,
Why did I lighten my own face?

If I were to cry,
I should have cried for sorrow and pain of those patients,
Mourning in the pain,
Why did I cry for my own broken heart?

If I were to rich,
I should have given money to those kids
victimized by warfare.. now force to beseech,
Why did I rich my array?

If I were to smile,
I should have smiled for a volunteer,
Serving someone’s life without a price tag,
Why did I smile for my own reward?

If I were to stop,
I should have paused at a begging hand on a road,
He may need some food,
Why did I stop to have meal for my own?I’ll serve them…